I just feel as if everything I do is wrong, but I know it’s not because what I do is a step closer to God’s plan and his plan is not wrong but right. I found a guy that I truly like but I feel as if he likes my sister. I know I’m not there, but whatever. I’ll get over this just like I did everything else. I’m over feeling because it always leads to hurt. I’ll follow and surrender to God because he’s what I believe in. My life is in your hands now Daddy. Lead me to you.
Hello tumblr :) Long time no post. I’ve been busy getting my life together. Recently, I’ve transferred to a different school, no more MDI but Downeast Christian now. I’m enjoying it sooooo much!! I get to be in the words everyday :) I’ve grown to love God soooo much more than I did, now knowing the true love he has for all of us. I’ve also found out a lot about myself. I want to start blogging about fashion and all that stuff :) Sounds fun doesn’t it? I might be posting many text stuff though. I have a lot going on and I just love getting my thoughts out there. I know I only have a few followers but that’s okay with me. I’ll just enjoy uploading more photos and text and videos! Just I’ve REALLY broken out on my face and is insecure about that but if it doesn’t get better in this week, I’ll get over it and simply make a video and take pictures anyways!!! YAY! I don’t have a macbook anymore sooo I have to figure out my own laptop that I actually own hahaha I find that funny. I’ll be blogging more! That’s all :) Thank you for your time of reading a bit my my brain <3
Deep down inside
I can feel how you once lied
Reaching down to the core
I remember the way I love you more
One day I will trust you again
But we’ll just have to wait till then
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Will i take that fall
Should I try or would it be better to say good-bye
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
I don’t think I like who I see at all
I see a tear streaked face, and someone who wants so many
things to take place
Mirror, Mirror what is fair
Why do I even care
I should just walk away and save the pain for another day
Mirror, Mirror set me free
Let me become the person i long to be
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
I want to become strong and stand tall
Help me if you can, try and lend me a hand
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
So, early release… and UHMMMM I’m screwed in English this year because this semester was EXTREME and we have senior x tomorrow and I most likely will be at my teen camp… UGH… I do not want to go home.. Darn it all.